The night before that shouldn't be like

I don't like what I've become and I'm not feeling the way I should now.

To-do list:

1. sort out
2. feel more hopeful
3. do art
4. find someone
5. countdown
6. embrace
7. feel happy-ier
8. let my heart do some talking
9. try to save the environment because I'm sweating as I type this
10. get a mental rebirth

My Pillar

My pillar, where goes?
Where do I lean against,
where do I rest my back,
when I have a broken purple roof?

Do I rely on just any wall
or do I curl up in that familiar corner?
If you can't keep this refugee for a day
where else could she find her pillar?



Everybody needs somebody sometimes.
-Keith Urban's Everybody

Anticipation of freedom

Pimples popping
Headaches throbbing
Assignment period going
Lepak time arriving

No more enduring witching hour
Rid of faces often sour
Gone is bad grammar to counter
A break from being the stronger

Peace to the gastric
Out returns the eccentric
Chirpy, spontaneous lyrics
When assignment checklist completed with ticks

Another few sunrises to arrive at this!